Unwanted Detox

So….
I’m all out of meds
I’m so lost without you…

Whatever.

I can’t get a doc and I’ve stretched ten antidepressants across three weeks and they’ve been gone for five days.

I have bobble head.
It sounds and or feels like I’m standing next to a road crowded with nothing but semi trucks rushing past me. I’m so far off my medication that I’m thinking I should just stay off until I find a decent doctor. This week is pretty flexible. I can sleep off the detox.

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  • #multiple sclerosis #invisible illness #depression #medical depression #detox #dancing with the stars
  • 1 day ago

ATTENTION

savanaugh:

I AM ON A MISSION. I AM GOING TO FOLLOW EVERY FUCKING BLOG ON THIS SITE. ALL OF THEM. HELP ME ACHIEVE THIS GOAL, INTERNET STRANGERS, BY REBLOGGING THIS POST AND I WILL FOLLOW ALL WHO REBLOG IT. E V E R Y O N E.

Go for it

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  • 1 day ago
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Having MS is like having a really shitty friend who won’t leave.

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  • #multiple sclerosis #invisible illness #my life with multiple sclerosis #my life with MS #ms symptoms
  • 2 days ago
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FMR

So.
I’m falling slowly into another deep depression.

Physically, it’s just another day.

Emotionally, it’s just crap.

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  • #multiple sclerosis #invisible illness #depression #life with MS
  • 1 week ago
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Heat Intolerant Monkey

If you have MS related heat intolerance then like me you probably spent the majority of the summer in the a/c.

Well this week the temp hit the 70’s!
This means it’s finally cool enough to be outside and I may or may not wear shorts.
So…I decided to shave.


It looks like I killed a monkey in my tub.

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  • #multiple sclerosis #invisible illness #ms symptoms #heat intolerance #life with MS
  • 1 week ago
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  • 2 weeks ago
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  • 3 weeks ago
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Watching late night and this asshole showed up for about three minutes.

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  • #multiple sclerosis #multiple sclerosis symptoms #weird MS shit #invisible illness #muscle spasms #spasticity
  • 3 weeks ago

I feel like shit.
Flu-ish shit.
From having MS and “over doing it”.
Two days ago I spent a few hours with friends.
I’m wiped out from it.
I’m sad.
Feeling like shit makes me depressed.
Tonight my life feels like my life is not my life.

Maybe that’s just wishful thinking.

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  • #multiple sclerosis #invisible illness #depression #my life with ms #living with ms
  • 4 weeks ago
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